I have a problem. It has happened before but now, it’s just scary.
I find it EXTREMELY difficult to write here these days. All I want to do is come, read posts made by other people, like and just go offline. I do not even look at my account.
I would understand if the problem was that I do not get inspired. But it’s not. I know because I have a long list of things I want to write about.
I don’t feel good about this. I think it’s because my job requires writing…lots and lots of intellectual effort. Churning out papers and articles for journal publication on a weekly basis is quite not an easy job. But shouldn’t that be an inspiration? Many times I have even considered closing the blog down. But I cannot bring myself to do it… Because I do not get the kind of freedom I get here anywhere else!
I think i need help. Any kind of help. Please, who has felt this way before?