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RelayShunSheep: I am loving you still!

What you are putting me through is emotional trauma.

And I am scared.

I am scared we might end.

I do not want that.

But I am tired.

I am tired of trying to find us in this pride’s fog that we have made.

And I’ve never loved you this much.

The way I love you now, I can’t believe I didn’t feel any of this at the beginning.

And I remember how the day I accepted you, I planned to call it off the following day.

But I couldn’t.

Something held me on.

And gradually, as a slowly as the morning sun bids the west farewell, chasing the east, I began to fall.

And every sound of your voice became a setting sun, with golden rays splashed across endless horizons.

I love you.

No, I am in love with you.

Even though sometimes I feel we are wrong, I can’t leave.

Because I am caught in your web of love.

No matter how tired I am of this fight.

I am loving you still.

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