Right now, I don’t know what I am more scared of. That I have been sent to one school in the middle of no where or that I am the only corp member sent there. E get as e dey do me! And everyone who’s heard about my posting is just surprised. But you are a parade commander now, they say. Me? I don’t know how I feel.
Wait, I know how I feel. I feel angry and betrayed. Like, after everything? Why? Why me? I am angry that I put in so much work into the orientation camp and it equals zero. I feel betrayed because the others got their wishes. I’m the only one who did not. Umunya why?
Then again, I just feel like I’m here for a reason. And the thought scares me. I fear, what if I do not get to know the purpose for which I’m here? What if I never even get to reach it? What if I turn out a disappointment?
I just want to go home. I wee nor serve Naija again. It already has enough slaves!